yeah so i'm all done... unfortunately that means my inspiration is kinda gone too... i need a new muse. i won't be one for a while... ttyl

So... life hates me...

I'm so hopelessly attached and in love...

But so so cut off from him...

I just want to be with him...

Why does everything beyond my power keep me from him?

I would do anything...

anything...

to be with the one i love...

I'm so so so EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!! my inspiration... my love... the one i can't have......

HES COMING TO SEE ME TOMORROW!!!

but i think i must be bipolar...

maybe im just better since i talked to my skisco....

yeah...

I've been in a poem writing mood lately...

and after being in a rut for a while.........

I like it!

I am stupid....... and i can't do this....
and yeah........ i can't do it......

but i am doing it anyway......

cuz thats the way i am